Don't i try hard enough?

You threw my heart into the sea, I can't swim. Will you retrieve it for me?
I hope you don't drown, i can't save you. Will you risk your life for me?
I don't want you to die. Nevermind, just let me die.
When i die, will you mourn for me? I suppose you would.
For a week or two that's all right? I guess, i've never been that significant in your life.
Well, maybe. I wish you would die with me.